July 5, 2004 11:37pm: sigh. im still waiting to hear from my orgo chem mark. i went to the beach this weekend to get fried. however, i didnt even get a light tan. but i sorta itch all over. oh, what a waste of a weekend.

here's a cool video for all you mario/piano fans =) i can't believe it myself, i watched the entire video, it gave me back so many memories of playing the game!



July 1, 2004 11:54pm: HAPPY CANADA'S DAY!! first off, all around apologies for going on a blogging strike for the last month w/o warning. the truth be told, i was hard at work on my stupid orgo chem. sorry. i lied. i wasn't hard at work. i procrastinated till the final end - again. and what do i have to show for it? i got about 60% on midterm, and im feeling the same vibe [and even worse] from the final that i took yesterday. to sum it up, this means i did really horribly and i'd probably come out w/ a final mark of 50's... if im lucky that is. i dont know whats wrong. i was just tooooooo lazy. i didnt look at the textbook, i did NO tutorial questions, NO textbook questions, NO review questions - ziltch, nadda, nothin. all i did was look over my lecture notes - oops, lie again. i didn't even finish reading the lecture notes before going into the exam. let alone memorizing the 100+ different reagents, diff solvents and different mechanisms. i gotta shape up soon, else my GPA's gonna experience a horrible negative increase. blah, who am i kidding. i'd probably do it all over again even if i had more time.

newaz, now that im thru w/ chem, im free!! call me, msn, icq - wateva, and you'll see that im as giddy as a child w/ a lolly. =)





May 11, 2004 9:52pm: jenn reminded me of just how long i havn't went online. i guess its cuz ive had a lot of catching up to do after exams. lets see. some updates:

ive been watching naruto nonestop last week, i finished ep 1-81 in a matter of days.

ive also been hooked on fanfics too. hahah, its like free books online.

i did catch some more ep of cowboy beebop, FMA, and watched fruits basket again.

i took sunny to petsmart again on sunday. haha, he's so kawaii!!

oh, i got my hair cut today. it was a fun experience thou cuz a guy (andrew) washed my hair for over 20 min, got a head massage and chatted non-stop about dogs.. hehe, we were both dog lovers! then the hairstylest (paul) cut my hair in a slow and precise manner - he seemed so concentrated on his work - every snip seemed planned. it took him almost an hour just to cut my hair; thou i dont think he took off that much... haha.

finally: good luck to everyone in summer. hope ur exams went well. hope emily's okay in HK, and welcome home mel.




April 14, 2004 1:59pm: [be warned, this is a long entry]

sigh. i really do hate computers sometimes - actually, most of the times. do you know why? judging from my recent absence in anything computer related, my computer broke down, again. it would only stay on for about 10 min max ... and then crash. it happened after i (as in my brother! haha) formatted my computer and installed windows xp, my computer kept overheating. first i got a new fan, but that didn't help.... arg its been a while since i went online, mostly msn as i try to get things back on track. how is it that im online now?? tee hee. i got myself a new pentium 4! that's HOW! hahahhaha... im very proud of it, b/c i can finally say that my computer WORKS! what have i been doing w/ it!?! d/l FMA!! that's what! hahah, i just saw the new ep 27 yesterday~! although w/ my record w/ computers in the past is outrageous, i can only hope that this upgraded computer lasts longer than the last.

oh, recently sunny got fixed! hahahahhaha poor him. he was stuck w/ one of those e-collars b/c he kept eating through the stitches, he's much better now thou. he's so annoying thou sometimes, he eats just about ANYTHING! i mean, anything! he ate a hole through the dry wall, he was eating the wooden linings on the wall, i found him eating magnets used to hold down a cover for a vent, he tries to chew on the metal tub, he chews at the rubber lining the tub, he chews at the cement holding down the tiles... IS THERE ANYWAY TO SHUT HIS MOUTH????

my recent new obsession: fruits basket. im actually listening to the opening song for it now... *sigh* its so good! one of these days im gonna hafta ask you ppl how to put music on sites again - i forgot (if possible, ive got to learn how to set up a proper blog thingie too!! hahah)

i often feel out of touch w/ everyone. i just found out today that ... well, lets just say congrats to jenn & ly. I WANNA MEET!! hahahhahahahhaha. come summer i'll probably be more busy w/ my 13hr/week chem schedule. sigh. but if all goes well, im really hopeing to join the student summer exchange program to HK next summer 2005 - anyone else interested??!!! btw, im planning on taking the visual arts courses this coming september! emily, if you're reading this, come join me!!! hope to see some of you ppl soon. the weather's really looking up now, i really want to go outside. oh, did anyone know, that i have a job now? hahah, i work at the same place as cass, although our schedules never coincide - sux.

you might be thinking right now: this is a change of pace from which febs usually blogs - well, that's cuz right now im still in denile (can't spell) and procrastinating. if you have time, then check this out too! birds okay. i think i should stop now. good luck everyone w/ exams!




March 22, 2004 11:29pm: i came across a very funny article by 'the varsity' (UofT newspaper)... check it out if you have time!The Varsity


March 14, 2004 10:22pm: sometimes i feel really tired. tired of the repetitiveness of life, the utter pointlessness of life - haha, i guess its b/c i want march break too. my reading week was a complete joke b/c of midterms... i havn't had a serious vacation since... well, its been so long i can't even remember. =( ... i wan't to go to hk too, but b/c my mom and brother went last year, the prospects of me going anywhere are slim to none. maybe im just bored. lets just say calvin says it best.





March 10, 2004 9:12pm: you guys are now looking at ontario's newest G DRIVER! hahahah... yes yes.. that's what all the suspense was all about ~ I PASSED... it was so funny too, cuz the examinar kept making chit-chat all throu/o the exam; and he kept laughing at my answers, apparently my nervousness mixed w/ my stupidity is quite humourous~! althought i completely failed the // parking section, but overall, he said i was a rare find - a good defensive driver... =) i squealed like a little kid when he said i passed, hahah, he got quite a kick out of my entire performance and said that i provided him w/ the laugh that he needed... he was really nice, i was really lucky to get such a nice examinar... !




March 9, 2004 9:50pm: omg, im SO scared right now - scared enuf to shit in my pants.... arg... if everything goes ok tm, you'll be hearing of WHY, but if i FAIL, then well, lets all pretend it never happened, ok? haha, in other words, if i fail, ill need alot of comforting... newaz, enjoy these 'get fuzzy', i thought they were hilarious, and the fact that i really need a miracle for tm =)





March 1, 2004 1:59am: took sunny to Petsmart on leap yr day, went to a one hour workshop on potty training... but we were the only ones that showed up. he was SO cute thou, cuz he kept barking at all the other dogs/owners/ppl in the store, he'd go smell the dog's ass but run away if they turned around... haha, he's such a big scardy cat!! so 'mo yung'... i think he was really excited b/c he couldn't stop sniffing around and wouldn't stop barking/running away. he likes to hide behind my legs, he's such a sweetie. =) newaz, i have another link to an American Idol audition, enjoy...
http://media.ebaumsworld.com/idolvirgin.asf




Feb 17, 2004 10:35pm: yesterday was emily's 21st birthday... hope you had fun =) the food was yummy and the chardonnay was great too. the newest pics are up on my imagestation account, so drop by there if you have time. happy birthday emily.



Feb 15, 2004 3:19am: after the long await, the pics from my bday are finally up on my imagestation account... haha, to be honest, i dont really know the website to it! (thus, check jenn's site and refer to the (I) beside my name... im just too lazy, sleepy and on break to find the site =) enjoy the pics, they turned out kinda nice =) maybe ill add the link later on tm morning... nite~!


Feb 14, 2004 1:33am: happy valentine's day ppl! hehe, sunny says 'hallo'! he's getting much bigger... hehe, isn't he a cutie?? newaz, today's midterm was... well, very lengthy, ive never actually had 82 MC's before! i literally fell asleep during the 30th MC! i have one more midterm to go tm, but, like usual, im still procrastinating!! (geez, im so dead!)




Feb 8, 2004 5:46pm: i completely bombed my chem midterm. it was completely impossible, out of the 8 pages, i left like 3 blank... on the rest, i scribbled something w/ which i feel is unlegible. gosh, i think i should change by subject post, ... ahh, so confused, i dont know what to do.



Feb 1, 2004 4:09pm: first of all, id like to extend my warmest 'thank you' to everyone who was able to make it on such sort notice the past friday at Marche. =) im so touched that you guys came!! [esp by the fact that i mass icq'd everyone last minute the night before -- !] sincere 'thank you's goes around to emily, jenn, mark, eric, leo, matt, joanna, alan, and hosing! although a few ppl were busy and wern't able to make it, i still had a blast !! =)
btw, i found this clip of the american idol thing w/ the asian dude.. =) enjoy! http://www.thrillinghill.com/kblegolas/videos/shebangs.avi



Jan 25, 2004 4:53pm: happy chinese new yr! well, i didn't get much done in the first 3 weeks of school... to be correct, i havn't really done anything at all. most of the time i have now is spent trying to potty train 'sunny' (the pup!) newaz, just wanted to ask if anyone was busy this weekend, i was wondering if we could do something, i havn't thought of it yet, maybe dinner somewhere or pizza at my house... newaz, ill probably bug u guys last minute on icq or smtg =)




Jan 1, 2004 3:20pm: HAPPY NEW YEAR! well, my internet's been down for quite a while so im behind on updates. =) Firstly, a new member of my family wishes' to say hello... it's "sunny" my new mini american eskie. we picked him up on dec 21, 2003. i think he's almost 3 months old now, but still very curious and mischievous. some of us went to niagra on dec 23 for alan's bday, and I stayed home on x'mas eve cuz i was really sick, but i did celebrate x'mas w/ family the next day... Had dinner w/ some friends on new years eve at Frankie Tomatto's, i sure do miss my friends a lot... newaz, when i think back, 2003 started off kinda rocky, lots of change and uncertainties, but i guess things turned out alright in the end...i had quite a blast, much better then 2002. i hope the new year brings as much joy as the last. wish everyone a safe holiday (or what's left of it!)




Dec 19, 2003 3:30pm: i went to see andy lau's concert last nite, it was really good, although i sorta zoned out and fell asleep in the middle of it... its really odd though, how im able to fall asleep just about anywhere! even at a loud concert! geez... newaz, i just wanted to wish everyone a merry christmas, and i still have lots of u'z to track down cuz i still have so many x'mas cards to give out!! hhaha... everyone deserves at least a lil kiss for x'mas! =D




Dec 16, 2003 9:12pm: It's FINALLY OVER!!! i finished my last exam today, a grueling 3 hrs of MC and for 60% final... top it off, i only started studying the night before!

Anyways, what i most wanted to say was the christmas came early for me this year! my mom and brother finally came home from HK today, so i came home to a nice surprise - lots and lots of souviners! im actually testing out the new keyboard and optical mouse my brother got me; i have new shoes, pants, clothes, not to mention socks and undies too =) Ive got slippers, PJ's and even chopsticks and toys! hehehe... im so happy right now, what could be better? especially when compared to the horror my last couple of weeks have been - u know what... i never realized that i knew how to make instand noodles in >10 different ways! i was home - alone - w/ no tv, had exams and laundry and my mouth to feed (me cooking - yuck!!) ahhhh... it's all over, no more exams, IM FREE!






Dec 14, 2003 4:53pm: ONE MORE EXAM TO GOOOO! im SO in the christmas holiday mood right now, i still havn't even STARTED reading for my exam on tuesday... and i think there's supposed to be an old master q cartoon on tv later =) hehe


ANYWAYS, i just had my ecology exam on saturday, can ANYONE help me answer this essay question? it's worth like 60 marks for the final, and i still dont know what to do w/ it!!!
okay, the question says that in Jasper national park, there was a program to reintroduce wolf populations. The cougars who originally lived there dropped in numbers after the wolf introduction from 20 to 15. The wolf population stabolized at 60, but w/o the cougars, they could be at 90. Then the wolves get an infection of the olfactory organs and the cougars increase in number. Comment on the cougars and wolves before and after the infection and predict the new cougar numbers.
THEN, the question continues to say that the deer population stabolized at 100 w/ the introduction of the wolves, but after the infection, the numbers increased until 280 (to a max capacity of 320), comment on this too.
I was completely shocked, nothing i learned in the course could have prepared me for this essay question! im SOOOO dead!




Dec 7, 2003, 11:32am: im dead, exams start tm and im SO behind.... blah! anways, i found this really funny comic:




Nov 27, 2003, 12:41pm: i was so upset today, more like disappointed and lonely. Not to mention exhausted from a lot of lifting. anyways, came across a funny ad, enjoy: "isn't it nice, how things just work?"



Nov 25, 2003, 10:40pm: i just finished watching voices of a distant star. i didn't really get it all, but it did seem very very sad... if u watched it (and understood it) plz feel free to explain it to me.


Nov 24, 2003, 10:33pm: long rainy day today: rude chinese officers at the chinese ambassy, really gross 'gross anatomy' tour of human body parts and a mad dash from d/t to utsc in wet snow (1.5 hr just to get to class!); although it was nice to see mark today... haha, if i have a chance ill tell u the whole story in person. mean while, enjoy a calvin and hobbes strip:



Nov 16, 2003, 7:14pm: hum... i dont think my results were all that good.
DisorderRating
Paranoid:High
Schizoid:Moderate
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:High
Borderline:Moderate
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:High
Avoidant:Very High
Dependent:High
Obsessive-Compulsive:High

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --



Nov 10, 2003, 10:52pm: very funny britney lookalike... do u agree or disagree?
check out this website: http://mirrored.flabber.nl/britney.lookalike/



Oct 29, 2003, 8:42pm: great minds think alike.
SimilarMinds.com Compatibility Test

Your match with elmolulu you are 95% similar you are 84% complementary
How Compatible are You and Your Friends?





Oct 21, 2003, 1:15pm: sigh~ wat's the point of school? midterms were horrible... one more to go sat.



Oct 10, 2003 9:48am: look what i found! looks like a drunk mark hitting on a dazed jenn @ New Years... heheh, so funny! happy 20th bday mark!



Oct 1, 2003, 11:48pm: arrrgg! i can't seem to beat this guy in a game! hhaha, im so stupid, can anyone help me figure out how to beat him??
stupid game


Sept 30, 2003, 9:35pm: i hate school. lets just say i agree w/ calvin very much.








Sept 7, 2003, 9:30pm: sigh, its the night before the first day back to school, cant say im feeling excited, im just more nausiated at the thought of another year starting up all over again. lets just say im in a horrible mood. btw, computer broke down, details about it posted up on hyperdot. i havn't finished installing most of my stuff yet, my webcam's still not done yet, so no pic. oh yeah, my mom and oldest brother gonna go to hong kong mid nov, i really want to go, but i have 'school' and all... haha... so plan on hearing me whin more about that later~ good luck to everyone tm, hope to see u in school~



Aug 14, 2003, 2:22pm: be back after exams. btw, enjoy this column i read:

Q. Dear Captain RibMan,
I would like an answer to a scientific quandary. Let's say you have two people
standing at the top of a tower. If one of them drops a 5-lb. weight and the other
one drops a 30-lb. weight and they both do it at exactly the same time, who has to
pay for the damage to the cars in the parking lot?
--B

A. Dear B,
Excellent question. The laws of physics and our legal system are endlessly
fascinating -- it is always fun to combine the two! Now, on to your brilliant,
insightful question! A 5-lb. and 30-lb. weight will drop at the same rate and, thus,
strike the parking lot at the same time. However, the 30-lb. weight is six times
heavier and, in theory, will cause six times more damage. But, the person who dropped
the 30-lb. weight is, most likely, six times stronger than the wimp who dropped the 5-
lb. weight. This strength ratio will decrease the odds of the stronger person having
to pay for damages in the parking lot. So, the 5-lb. weight dropper, although causing
considerably less damage may be stuck with the entire cost of the experiment. Or
maybe not. Ask Bill Nye (the science guy) or Miss Manners.

Good luck!
Captain RibMan


Aug 5, 2003 6:14pm: as some of you may have heard, ive been debating over transfering to UTSC for quite some time and to be honest, im quite mentally exhausted over this issue. however, i have finally handed in my acceptence letter to UTSC today and right now im a mix of feelings - worry, relief, and confusion. i dont know what's best for me - i still dont, i just know that right now, im really scared - im scared of whats to come, scared of what ive decided and im scared of failure. sigh.



Aug 4, 2003 2:03pm: i've fallen in love. i've been obsessed for the last couple of days and im desperate!!! =) if you know where i can find one without importing one from australia, PLEASE tell me!!! this is a japanese spitz, a rare breed thats not really known well, it's small, typical height about 30-38cm - do u know where i can get one w/in 5hr driving range???






July 24, 2003 11:46pm: aiya, i finally got my acceptance letter to UTSC - but its so late now, and all the courses are full, im really worried about the transfer credits... and all the rest of the problems associated w/ going to a new place... should i accept it???? i need help!!!



July 21, 2003 12:25am: sigh, im two weeks behind on my psych lectures... not very good, but i really needed the past week to catch up on some well deserved sleep to ease my nerves. came across a funny video, check it out, may take a bit to load though.
"F*CK"




July 15, 2003 12:02am: im not really in the best of my moods today. my toe's swollen and bleeding from a sandel i havn't worn since last summer, some granny couldn't drive so her husband kept yelling at me to move my car and drive on a red light, and UTSC registrar topped off my 'shit flavoured ice cream' day w/ rotten wipped cream w/ answers like "duh...i dunno". lesson of the day: always look into the toilet bowl b4 u pee, no matter how sleepy u are - i found something black today before i went to flush, turned out my sock somehow wanted to go on a midnight swim and wasn't expecting me to come back so soon. the worst part of it is, during the times when u most need a comforting word, when u really need an encouraging voice, and when u feel like u really need a helping hand, there's never any. the ppl who make u feel will never let u down are always there to proove u wrong.





July 8, 2003 1:02am: im SOOOO tired of being stuck at home! everyday's been "study study study" nonstop - but how much ive actually done is - well... not very much. Anyways, i came upon some episodes i thought was touching... thou i didn't understand much of it cuz it was manderin - but i got the jist of it still~ enjoy!
ep 1
ep 2
ep 3
ep 4
ep 5
end



June 15, 2003 2:19pm: *ahem* excuse me for yesterday's entry. i guess i didn't realize how upset i was then - or even lately; thx for the concern. so i wont be going online for a bit, just a little break - wont be too long, maybe a week or so. i'll leave w/ a final 'happy father's day' to all the dad's out there.






June 14, 2003 1:22am: i give up. i really should.





June 11, 2003 12:46am: i hate school, im very behind on my stuff and hence, very very lost.... haha, just like 'lo fu chee'!




June 5, 2003 10:15: i'm really pissed; both my experiments cancelled on me by email yesterday just a few hours before the scheduled appointment... problem was, i showed up before i had a chance to read my email - they can't honestly expect me to check my email every single second! i actually checked my email the night before, but NO... there was NOTHING. arg... made me rush over to UTSC when it was raining shit from hell, and i was all wet and nasty when i found out the door was locked with a note labelled 'Dear Febby' on it... blah! anyways, ive been feeling really trapped in at home lately (minus the school), but here, enjoy:



May 29, 2003 1:22am: i couldn't resist.



May 25, 2003 2:58pm: been feeling a bit unwanted lately, a bit lonely even if there are people around. sigh... that's all ive got to say.


May 25, 2003 12:12am: Happy 20th Mel! had a great time at her house just a few hours ago, never realized just how fun Winning Eleven was... haha! i should have tried playing a long time ago... ohhh...look at my sore thumb!





May 23, 2003 1:56am: omg i can't believe it's true...



May 18, 2003 1:45am: feeling blue, a bit defensive n spike-ish...odd mood swing, i've gotten the 'forgive' thing over with, but can't work out the 'forget' part. btw, check out previous monday's Get Fuzzy, it's analogous to me now



May 15, 2003 9:53pm: okay, now im just in shock. i passed calc! dont get me wrong, im happy and all, but who's ever heard of doing better in physics than calc?!?!? humm... it's so weird that words cant explain it, only a pic will do!~



May 15, 2003 6:45pm: finally, a genuine smile... i havn't had one of these in a LONG time... do u know why???? BECAUSE I PASSED PHYSICS!!!!!!



May 11, 2003 11:40pm: OMG!!! i got my chm138 marks back today!!! i actually did OKAY!!!!!!!



May 9, 2003 10:55pm: Great bbq, too bad i left early... i felt awkward, but mostly cold!... for pics, go to emily's site or alan's site





May 3, 2003 10:33am: Kenny, King, Kelvin, Kim, Garvin: congrat's on ur grand opening, Felix Tech!!!




May 1, 2003 11:52pm: i knew < 60% of the exam today, it was impossible... say goodbye to physics!!! IM FREEEEEEE!




Apr 28, 2003 10:02am: i hate calc.. 'nuf said




Apr 9, 2003 10:02am: i think something's wrong with me. i got my bio report, physics lab report, n chem test back today which were all pretty good, and i think i did okay on my lab practical test today too... but for some reason, i can't get out of this funk, can't even crack a smile...what's wrong with me? =(



Apr 6, 2003 1:37am: u know the world is f***'d up when the best rapper is white, the best golfer is black, the world's at war, SARS is at large, it's haling in april and i have a physics test monday. dun forget people, daylight savings today, change ur clocks~



Apr 1, 2003 11:05pm: hope u like the background pic i put up... its supposed to be Casa Loma... oh yeah, i gave myself a day off today, just had a stupid chem test yesterday.. and just like everything else in this world, it was horrible.



Mar 20, 2003 10:37pm: aiya... got my math test back today... very disgraceful...(im forcing the smile there) on the side note, got a new hair cut, wat do ya' think?




Mar 18, 2003 2:57pm: Did u guys notice?? hehe... i put mike's pic up on my icq! =)




Feb 17, 2003 11:18pm: im not the only one 20, happy bday Em!

pics courtesy of emlmolulu


Feb 8, 2003 2:09am: here's a belated bday party... =)... yeah, im 20!




Jan 2, 2003 1:58am: happy new year!!





Dec 22, 2002 12:51pm: teehee... it's almost XMAS!!




Nov 17, 2002 12:49am: BURR it's so cold! it's snowing very heavily outside so im in my extra big turtleneck sweater!!



Nov 11, 2002 3:18am: my millionth cup of coffee, im SO SLEEPY...stupid chem!




Nov 8, 2002 12:15am: look look, a tail... =) mike says hi!



Nov 5, 2002 12:14am: ewwwww.... math test in 18hrs!!



Nov 2, 2002 9:32am: hahaha alan's butt!!



Oct 29, 2002 9:54pm: studying for bio...more like falling asleep



Oct 27, 2002 4:02pm: me! my first pic...